Have not written in a week maybe. My focus has changed. Yes, due to another guy...... don't even say it. I am a fool for love (ok, not love at this point but still).

Let's just say, I like what I know about this person and we did not have intercourse. He does not live here either, so I really have to work hard to see him again. I really like what I learned about him. We have emailed one another, so time will tell what happens.

I am motivated by this person, to fix me and to be the best I can be. I decided to stay celibate for a while as well.

I feel more grounded.